The Loudest Loner
I'm Chloe and this blog is the remnants of the social deviant within that had ran away.
i'm either gonna throw pockets full of sunshine
or let my fingers get me into trouble
i get impatient easily coz patience is not in my vocabulary
I've got big dreams and that is to be a world-class fashion designer
so erm... welcome to my life?
dang, i dunno what to really write here to amuse u
erm, i love my pecan and maple cereal?
i proclaim that Starbucks for breakfast is perfectly healthy
what else
oh yea,i love bangs!
and music is my life


Flamers not welcomed, but hell, you'll still go on anyway
Chloe
goodnight


the looking glass
I'm currently studying in Innova Junior College and i've got a principle whom i think, looks freakishly like Dolores Umbridge.


Dear Santa
The 1000 bucks that my dad owe me
A trip to New York
A new Laptop
A kitten
A canvas stand
New paint brushes
more heels!
Just another innocent night with him
feel free to throw in next year's Singfest tickets!


pops my balloon
MATHS
Flamers who just can't get my drift
boys who scratch their groin... though they say its a subconcious act
korean dramas..SERIOUSLY!
like u, i hate the goddamned hypocrites
Sick ppl who don't respect my privacy
zits
don't repeat wat u say for the 2nd time coz i'm freaking sure that i heard it the first time!


Howler
INNOVA!!!
- Tuesday, February 19, 2008 -

sian!!! i have to go innova! so far away from my home sia! Woodland leh! i bloody stay in bukit panjang!i have to wake up so early in the morning.. i went to pjc to appeal. The school is soo nice and spacious! i asked for directions from a guy, and he was really sweet and smiled all the way! So nice.. Anyway, Adam went to ngee ann poly. got wat he wanted.. VEry happy for him:)YAY!
i asked him why he didn't want to go to a jc. He says he's addicted to gaming and wants try A DIFFERENT method of study, without books:) hehe.

i have a hard time sleeping after that devastating night. Dunno why, either i keep waking up night(not to pee ok?) , if not, i keep dreaming. dreaming bout weird things. AND dreaming at night during sleep is as good as not sleeping. So, as good as not sleeping...
haiz...
everyday.. headache...

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sianz....
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My dad took away my lappy... tats like sooo cruel of him!!! i can't go to vside anymore!GRRRRRR.. He had a fine reason for doing that. BECAUSE HE THINKS THAT I WAS RUDE TO HIS BELOVED BROTHER! that f***ing uncle who was shooed out of a korean restaurant when we were in korea.Y? basically, his face suck! i merely forgot to pay my respects and all hell broke loose. Can you imagine that? pitting himself against me because of his brother? F*** you lah! (omg.. i'm getting nasty. But! i always was:))Anyway. i am utterly disgusted by this. He wants me to put on a false front for ppl i hate!!! LAN REN! i hate this man, threatening me with the lappy. Now, i refuse to look at him and talk to him. I make sure i stay at least 1m away from. When he calls home, i yell into the phone. When he comes home, i refuse to open the door for him. Now!!! he's using my itouch to threaten me! i should have gone out and work man, even if it was my ass off, at least he doesn't get to control my life! i hate him man. I'M SO ASHAMED OF MY SURNAME!i hate it!

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self heal---->vside!
- Friday, February 15, 2008 -


THE VSIDE!!!

there was alot of self heal sessions, i'm really into this new virtual world thingy http://www.vside.com/. I found out about on tyra banks' show website. AND there are celebrity lofts, its, like habbo. BUT BETTER! you gat personalise your hair, height?, CLOTHES!!!, however, this is an american based world. So in america, there are no free lunches in the world! so, if you want the coolest virtual outfits by REAL brands, you'll have to pay by credit card in exchange of 'credits' to get the best clothes.. there is even a PCD boutique too! Rocawear? and loads more:) in the world, you have to earn as much 'respkt' as possible in order to level up. to earn these points, we had to engage in social activities like adding friends and so on. So, everyone is adding each other like mad. Trust me guys this is the coolest thing around!!! The place is amazing! And when ppl get on idle mood, their characters are just left standing there LOL. Its pretty funny the way ppl also left their characters DANCING while on idle mood. OH YA, you also get to dance, and show really cool gestures like 'lol' or 'rofl'.. I especially love dancing in the lounge and clubs. meet ppl, get as much secrets as possible. NOw i know why ppl say in order to mend heartbreaks, try group dates.. i did alot of that with international group of friends, chilling around, searching for secrets.. hanging out basically.. i had my bit of dizzy spells coz it was a really huge space and i had trouble controlling my character. Ending up whirling everywhere. i'm pathetic huh. Anyway, i look like this on the site-->





HOT HUH!!! i was even asked to be part of the modelling agency!!! LOL and i was asked to be in the online fashion event tat would be hosted soon. i bet that agent would cry if she saw me real life!


THESE ARE ME IN VSIDE! HOT HUH!


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- Wednesday, February 13, 2008 -


well. tat was a total shocker last night... Edy called and she was really excited and curious, i mean anyone who knows her will know why. You know edy, its edy tat we are talking bout, any potential juicy gossips tat will probably embrace her under the 'LIMELIGHT' gets her EXTREMELY HIGH! Anyway. edy is a really sweet clumsy girl, she choose to drop the 'dung bomb' on me at the most sacred moment of my life.. i was in a freakin good mood, one of the rare historical times. THEN THE DUNG BOMB STARTED TO STINK! MY ENTIRE LIFE! goddamned it.. She happened to be smsing chocos, boy was she excited man..from her wobbling tone, i could tell, this must be one of the most incredible moments of her life.. she must have felt sooo honoured to be talking to one of the hottest guys in ZSS history. She called me up for the first time in the year i think. And drop the stupid converstaion on me.. IT DESTROYED ME.

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you did it again
- Tuesday, February 12, 2008 -


After a hearty cry and screamin in my bathroom.. i feel much better now. That line came as a shocker and a hell yeah, heart breaker to me.. it was like almost a gun shot, leaving a hole, with blooding spewing urgently. the blood dyed the water an absolute crimson. soaked in a tub of my own tears, my slain body breaks down to a silent trance... The ever racing poundings started to slacken.. My wings are finally free! NO! they start to shrink and shrivelled up.. Feathers fell, and flew everywhere. Flying high,fluttering freely, but solemnly. celebrating the day my heart stopped pounding for love.The air turned solid. its getting hard to breathe! breathing bricks.. An incredible weight took over space of my heart.
i reached into my rib, and pulled out a large lump of twinkling ruby, the size of my fist.. how valuable... but how worthless in my eyes... But for the sake of the engraved name, the name of the very person who's spell choked my heart's thump for survival.. i shall put it back, keep it safe inside me, despite the weight, the breathlessness, the sharp ends.. i'll keep it where it belongs..

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Another lazy day.. i'm trying to find ways to learn to make my own css sheets.. these things are amazing man.. dinky little things.. does wonders to all webs.. i must learn this thing and personlise my blog... HOPEFULLY! turn it into my dream ONLINE SHOPPING HAVEN!!!!!!

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chinese new year
- Monday, February 11, 2008 -


this was a pretty boring chinese new year. Don't know why. i've always been the 'odd' kid to get excited bout chinese new year. But this year was rather boring..i was like a whore.. to all the uncles and aunties who doesn't have a daughter, they admired me like an animal in a cage inside a zoo. I didn't want to visit.. But i was forced to go.. Just because some infertile people wants to have a look at a daughter and oogle...LOL

Maybe its because this is the first year that i'm missing chinese new year celebrations at school. This kinda sucks. My mom is sick for this year's new year.. she always is. But this year's was exceptionally bad. So, we couldn't have visitors coz my mom was too sickly to cook anything.. She's like hacking her head off all the time. i haven't been updating much.. as if anyone would ever read my blog.. its sooo damn boring.. i should stop pretending that i do have a life..
Hell yea man..the crazy momma strikes. choco's momma was at it again. this time, she told me i'll never be his close friends. So we are allowed to be 'hi! bye!' friends. wat the hell... i hate this man... She saw the our smses and all hell broke loose. She bloody tried to call my mom! wtf..
anyway..

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